my daily reminders
[x.] You are the only one who can teach yourself how to live
[x.] Follows your heart, do wad u truly wish for, and not convincing yourself to do so to avoid any regrets
[x.] The worst it can get - is to be empty handed. And since i came to this world empty empty-handed, so wads there to be scare of?
[x.] The action of waiting is sometimes a form of decision, whereby one is too lazy to think about it to take action.
[x.] Before criticisms, think about it - arent u the same?
[x.] 有本事，你就靠自己双手去取！
Dear Diary...
Friday, May 29, 2009
-5:41 PM
hi all,
i;ve moved to http://walk-with-slippers.blogspot.com/
tho its still under construction.
-5:05 PM
"Dont Tell Me" - Avril Lavigne因为你不够努力。
因为你是大姐
因为你有前科。
Thursday, May 28, 2009
-12:58 PM
wah it almost kills me in the toilet.
tmd, i swear i m not gonna drink milk early in the morning.
i m super reactive to milk in the morning.
-12:04 AM
its great to be able to see that he is doing fine..
i m glad he have a pretty normal life.
and well,
i juz cant take in the fact that
sometimes they wrote things further than that on the surface.
they are all ppl who grows up with a slightly difficult environment,
cuz they see more things than we do.
tolerate more things than we do.
HAhx,
of coz.
i m chionging to read the blog like there;s no tmr.
i have no confidence when m i gonna be taken outta the precious list.
Monday, May 25, 2009
-10:57 PM
its nice to listen with both ears blocked.
the pacing makes me feel complete again.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
-11:31 AM
for a moment,
the only bright side that i can think of.. is that
i am so gladddddddddddddddddd that i have no boyfriend right now..
becuz i m so afraiddddddddddd that i gonna FLOOOOOOD him with all my overflown depressive tears....
i had a pretty much 'get-on-my-nerves' kinda week.
when i m so liquidified...
i almost wanted to join the sea as a pile of mashed meat?
i thot i could have get myself some peace these few days,
apparently,
the aff customer are super annoying.
when i had more than 2 customer that sat down for 1 hr each.
literally AFF.
from batam to tioman to redang to malacca.
i duno where i got the patience to talk to them.
and i did something that i din realised until i reached downstairs.
it had nv crossed my mind to do so, nor do i noe what i was doing.
its the impulse, its the push factor.
the fact that my attitude towards u sucks,
badly,
coz i nv get a chance to voice out what i wanted to say,
what i wanted to bring across to u in the most cushioned manner.
if i cant say out, i have to vent it on u.
there are 2 sides of me.
one juz wanted to ass off that person
the other one, helps the victim to speak up.
so it ended so bottled up.
i have the desire to blame ..
but to reallie find a person to blame for it - i think its alot easier to blame on oneself, get on with it.
it hurts to blame
and hurts more and deeper to blame and voiced out.
knowing that one is accountable for wadever shit it is, and not able to change anything is the worst thing ever.
i m not going to impose that on u.
not until one day u eventually force me to.
it pricks my heart to noe that its *************
and i m simply upset.
and very upset
and upset.
to noe that that's the route that u have taken.
haiz.
juz RANTING ........
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
-11:17 PM
i have this sudden longing for my coloured dried long hair.
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